aaaah. Theres so much whizzing around my head, leaving me desperately trying to sort it into some order of importance. College piles on the pressure when it comes to life choices, and Ill probably start sounding like a moany moanerson but hell. Its only, at college people start drumming into you how important things like exams are, and all these terrible consequences that will stay with you for the rest of your life if you don't revise and pass, and get good grades etc. What happened to those days when youre a kid, and you dont care what is going on around you. You didnt realise the beauty of the world that you now recognise and miss, you are free and unaware of all these pressures forced on you to succeed.
I feel like Im chasing an invisible dragon.
But Id prefer to let things play out, and see what happens, I just wish my parents would ease up on me a wee bit.
I need to call UCLA this summer and try and find out what I need to get into it. I have no idea what Im doing. That long distance phone call is going to kill me, but Its all so exciting!
Off to a school friends 18th party/BBQ tonight, really looking forward to it, so Id better get off here, and go get dressed! :)
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