Monday, 13 September 2010
On that note..
Last night, I drank too much, decided to have a swim in the Marina at 2AM then went on to take my knee out in a children's play park constructon site, found a cautionary "Slippery Surface" cone which I consequently wore on my head the entire way home. Better than staying in!
Sunday, 12 September 2010
Sorry I went to mars for a second, but I'm back now and I've got T-shirts for everybody!
Been neglecting the ole blog! I've been feeling the need to break it in again for a while, but wasn't feeling commited enough to yak on :-)
While I've been gone alot of stuff has gone down!
So here's a breif sob story:
My Nan lost her fight with cancer. Well I say fight. She didn't even get the chance to fight what with the cancer being terminal and her being an 84-year-old. We were 3 hours late, and didn't get to see her before she died, but
my mum was there holding her hand, and for that I'm so thankful. You see, my Mum hasn't really seen us much this year, shes been looking after my Nan in Plymouth. I went down there as much as I could, what with work and college. She was awesome though. I was very lucky to have her, and without her I doubt I'd be the person I am today, so THANKYOU NAN. Now we just have all the shit that goes with someone dying hanging around. Mainly money grabbing family members. It makes me sick inside if I'm perfectly honest, and I'm pretty sure my Nan would be dissapointed in a great many people. I'd prefer to just pretend its not all kicking off. What you don't know can't hurt you right?
The first and only thing I wrote after she died was a letter to her, because I used to write to her, and send her drawings, and just attempt to brighten her day. Sort of a goodbye l
etter. I put it with her ashes that are in her mother and father's grave. Jesus. Been hard.
Enough of depresso mode. Just needed to get it off my chest. Don't feel like I've been given enough of a chance to mourn.
Then my cat died. GREAT hah.
THEN today I went to the airport with my ALL-TIME best friend Martin and his parents and sister, to see him off on his gap year to South Africa to do youth work. Now that was bloody hard. He's the only person I would trust with ANYTHING, my life, my car, my ukulele, my anything!
Everyone seems to be leaving me. Super-duper. haha
While I've been gone alot of stuff has gone down!
So here's a breif sob story:
My Nan lost her fight with cancer. Well I say fight. She didn't even get the chance to fight what with the cancer being terminal and her being an 84-year-old. We were 3 hours late, and didn't get to see her before she died, but
my mum was there holding her hand, and for that I'm so thankful. You see, my Mum hasn't really seen us much this year, shes been looking after my Nan in Plymouth. I went down there as much as I could, what with work and college. She was awesome though. I was very lucky to have her, and without her I doubt I'd be the person I am today, so THANKYOU NAN. Now we just have all the shit that goes with someone dying hanging around. Mainly money grabbing family members. It makes me sick inside if I'm perfectly honest, and I'm pretty sure my Nan would be dissapointed in a great many people. I'd prefer to just pretend its not all kicking off. What you don't know can't hurt you right?The first and only thing I wrote after she died was a letter to her, because I used to write to her, and send her drawings, and just attempt to brighten her day. Sort of a goodbye l
etter. I put it with her ashes that are in her mother and father's grave. Jesus. Been hard.Enough of depresso mode. Just needed to get it off my chest. Don't feel like I've been given enough of a chance to mourn.
Then my cat died. GREAT hah.
THEN today I went to the airport with my ALL-TIME best friend Martin and his parents and sister, to see him off on his gap year to South Africa to do youth work. Now that was bloody hard. He's the only person I would trust with ANYTHING, my life, my car, my ukulele, my anything!
Everyone seems to be leaving me. Super-duper. haha
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