this is the beginning of the blog
I said I would never start hahha.
hello I think?
do people actually read these thiiings?
pffft
I dont know. I shall continue to ramble for a few moments longer..
Do excuse me..
SO bloggiiing! I am a blogger!
Ive attempted to video blog on youtube,
but it doesnt feel quite right.
Especially after playing my videoblog back to myself,
and finding that I wanted to punch the girl on the screen in the kidney,
In hopes that she might, well, zippa the lip!
right.
I woke up late today..
and missed the last day of college.
I missed group photos,
and goodbyes.
What I have learnt from today
is
that my lack of motivation
is costing me some really, very good things.
I missed GOODBYES for hecks sake! :(
grrrhhh.
I almost told myself off using my reaaal name. (I do that more often than not)
OooOoOh time for a codename!
Make myself feel like a superhero..
a superhero.. that doesnt really contribute anything to the world
other than the her mean frisbee skillz and the ability to sing
so far off key, she causes people to pass out..
so yes.
Motivation. Must get me some of that.
especially with A-levels coming up!
please,
I feel like Im the only one whos not taking exams seriously enough!
Driving myself mentaaaaaaal.
I seem to be more stereotypically consumed with a stupid boy
and his stupidness..
..
He's not stupid..
that was a little unfair.
But I wish he was an awful person.
Then I wouldnt want to think about him so much.
and spend time thinking about what spread to put on the toast Ive just
flamegrilled in the toaster which I wouldve been thinking about,
If I hadnt been thinking about him.
See.
pish.
Im not usually like this.
he shall have the codename.... Captain Kill Drum. (CKD- which Ill end up changing no doubt, after I realise how stupid that sounds..)
Im sitting on the couch.
watching movie after movie on sky anytime.
First of all it was Accidental Husband.
which had a song that "Captain Kill Drum" -feeling the lameness of that eminating..- sent me a while back.
Bad times. More thinking.
what an amazing movie thooough.
then it was 17 Again.
I refused to watch that for so long,
because Zac Efron is in it.
But its really quite funny!
Now Im watching some crumby movie called Ghost Town.
Oh no, dont be deceived by the title,
This movie doesnt include Ricky Gervais, a hilariously pretentious Dentist who
died on the operating table of a routine colonoscopy? and now has the ability to see dead people
like the short blonde kid in the sixth sense.
Ohno nono.
This is some crumby cowboy 'horror' movie.
this is also quite funny.
but Im losing the will to live.
I think im still watching only to take pleasure in seeing all the baaaaaad actors die at the hands of the low budget ponyboys. haha
Ew...
they just ripped a guys limbs off.
Nice.
It is like 2.15am.
You cant expect good movies.
Jeeese-Louise.
have you sporked out your eyes from boredom yet?
.......
Im signing off.
I feel I need to dedicate my attention to the pending sissy bloodbath!
:)
